you had it but you lost it the love game called chess

As I walk through the shadow of death,called  heartache of a love lost that i thought was oh so pure and oh so new,
you had me wide open, my nose and other ways as well, i gave you my heart, I thought i had yours, but that all fizzled out from deceit and trust that fell by the wayside, on the  broad road because only the faithful is on that narrow road.
i gave you my heart and my soul in so many ways putting this love first through thick and thin forsaking my worth giving you my breath and my body and lust for you as you give me the breath of love to breath in and except a love i thought was so thrilling and so true.


you had it but you lost this
look at me now standing tall and strong holding it down myself worth my accomplishments , my own strengths and weakness forsaking you, and giving the glory to whom I've should in the  first place, The alpha and the omega, who knew me before I was even a conception in my mother womb.

I gave up self family friends, isolation is a lonely place when the love you thought you had was down for whatever holding you down, but i was forever waiting on you to reciprocate that love, but My mind was a puzzle to you playing mind games with emotions, going round and round in my head hearing that song killing me softly, and that what you literally did with my heart.

But now you see me, strong, in mind body and spirit and you trying to holla back, like its says in the song you our bananas b a n anas and that's bananas, thinking you still had that sic flow that you could step up to me at anytime, knowing our love was always a go, but you had all this but you lost it, never more ever more letting you back in my life, my love my heart.

because you thought you was in it like a peace of thread going through the head of a needle, but a camel would be better off going through then you. you had me thinking you was a love so true. you had me holding it down not with a moment to think  I use to let you come knocking at my door. without a moment to think

 so you can leave all the lies and deceit on front street i am sure monopoly would let you place your pawn on there game board  called blame  street . you tried to treat me and play me   as expendable to the game called life 

you had it but you lost this goodness, all this kindness i have from head to toe, you know you craved it but you crave many others .

but now who's being played in this chess game called life  just a tool to be applied for an other's gain, and no thought is given to you're own worth by the individual making the decisions. by you being the   pawn you're just a foot soldier in a big war, and the dangers you confronts and the personal risks you take  which  exposed you're lost to the shot callers who decide what moves, where it moves to, and when it moves.

so don't hate the player hate the game that you expose my love and heart too called heartache and pain. but now that you're on the outs looking in. you want my love again. but you had it but you have forever lost it. in this love game called chess.

You had it but you lost it in the love game called chess
by Helen Burnett-Davis