Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Helen's poetic cafe lounge PRESENTS GREEN WITH ENVY DON'T LET IT BREAK Y...

GREEN WITH ENVY DON'T LET IT BREAK YOUR SPIRIT AKA --GE-S

 GREEN WITH ENVY THE POWERS THAT MAY BE TO DRIVE YOU INTO INSANITY WHEN YOU CONVICT TO A JUDGMENTAL RHETORIC NOT THEOCRATIC SPEECH YOU UP-BUILD AND  ENCOURAGE.IF YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT IS NOT A PART OF JESUS WORKS OF LOVE AND KINDNESS LOVE YOUR FELLOW MAN OR LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF.  HIS ALMIGHTY FATHER IS NOT  GOING TO BE APART OF YOUR WORKS    OF NEGATIVITY, ENVY JEALOUSY AND STRIFE. LIKE THE SAYING GOES NO STRESS NO STRIFE   NO WORRIES, NO FIGHTS BECAUSE THE LONGEVITY OF THIS GREEN ENVY WILL ONLY DIG ANYONE INTO A DEEPER WHOLE OF BEING A SORROW WORKER,

A DREAM WRECKER OF SEEING OTHERS BLESSINGS INTO FUTURISTIC CAPABILITIES, OF MANY MORE BLESSINGS TO COME TO SHARE AND BRING BLESSINGS TO OTHERS TO ENJOY IN THE ENDEAVORS OF OTHERS  AND THE BOUNTIES OF YOUR BLESSING BECAUSE PEOPLE WHO LOVE AND ARE NOT ENVY OF YOU BECAUSE OF THE ACCOMPLISHMENT YOU MAY HAVE SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED OR WILL COMPLETE AND JUST BE CONSISTENTLY UP-BUILDING AND ENCOURAGING FOR THAT PERSON TO KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK DON'T STOP TELLING THEM TO DO IT CONTINUE TO DO IT BECAUSE BY YOU BEING NICE AND KIND, AND PRAY FOR THAT PERSONS CONTINUED BLESSINGS AND THERE TALENTS TO CONTINUE TO UP ENCOURAGE THEM THERE SPIRIT WILL NEVER BE BROKEN ON THE BACK OF ENVIOUS .

ALSO REPEATING THE SAME WORDS OVER AND OVER AGAIN BROW BEATING SOMEONE INTO THINKING THERE WORTH IS MEANINGLESS, WHILE THE WHOLE TIME YOUR REVELING IN THERE DEMISE.

   green with envy. Full of desire for someones possessions or advantages; extremely covetous. Wishing very much that you had what someone else has. A longing to possess something awarded to or achieved by another
HAVING MOTIVES FOR GOOD OR MOTIVES INJURIOUS THINGS MOTIVES IN ANY ASPECTS MEANS
- the psychological feature that arouses PEOPLES to action toward a desired goal; the reason for the action; that which gives purpose and direction to behavior; "we did not understand his motivation"; "he acted with the best of motives, BUT HATING ON THE SIDELINES THE MAINLINES, SMILING AND GRINNING IN YOUR FACE BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE, MAN THIS PERSON GETS ON MY NERVES THINKING THEY THIS AND GOT ALL THIS . WHY THEY DON'T DESERVE THIS, I DO.

DID HE SHE, ME  WHEN YOU DEEPLY GO INTO TO DEEP THOUGHT PROCESS AND PRAY WHEN YOU WANT TO CHANGE AND WANT BLESSINGS TO COME YOUR WAY YOU ASK YOURSELF LONG HARD QUESTIONS? THAT IS THE QUESTION YOU GOT TO ASK YOURSELF?LIKE A  QUESTION,ONLY YOU  SELF- CONTEMPLATING THESE MATTERS AS TO  WHY DO I DO THIS HAVE ENVY FOR OTHERS THAT ARE JUST LIVING THERE LIFE LOVING GOD, AND SUCCEEDING IN THERE ENDEAVORS THEY WORKED SO HARD TO GET,

WE ALL OUR IMPERFECT AND HAVE FREE WILL, BUT LET US NEVER BREAK OUR BACK OR OTHERS IN THE SPITEFUL HATEFUL WORLD OF BEING GREEN WITH ENVY. PRAY TO BREAK THE SPIRIT OF ENVY AND PRAY FOR THE SPIRIT OF THE FRUIT-AGE OF THE SPIRIT APPLY EACH AND EVERYONE IN YOUR DAILY LIFE AND YOUR BLESSINGS WILL ABOUT.

SO INSTEAD OF HAVING G E S, AKA GREEN ENVIED SPIRIT. HAVE G O D AND L O V E IN YOUR HEART AND MIND.AND THE BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT OF GODLY LOVE WILL ENVELOPE YOUR MIND AND HEART TO TRULY ENJOY THE BLESSINGS YOU WILL RECEIVE AND YOU WILL BE RELEASED AND RELIEVED FROM THE CONFOUNDS OF THE PRISON OF A ENVIOUS VENOMOUS  MINDSET.


GREEN  WITH ENVY DON'T LET IT BREAK YOUR SPIRIT
BY HELEN BURNETT-DAVIS
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Friday, April 25, 2014

Helen's poetic cafe lounge PRESENTS CAUGHT UP

CAUGHT UP

MY MIND IS AT A STAND STILL NOT ABLE TO FOCUS ON THE NEXT TASK AT HAND. LIKE MY TUNNEL VISION IS CONSTANTLY IN A  defective sight in which objects cannot be properly seen if not close to the center of the field of view.

WILL I SURRENDER OR WILL I MOVE FORWARD IN THIS LOVE AFFAIR OF UNCERTAINTY HAVING narrow focus, MY  concentration, AND  fixation, DWELLING ON THIS PERSON  narrow-mindedness, single-mindedness, close-mindedness TO WANT TO MOVE FORWARD TO WORK ON A RELATIONSHIP THAT COULD BE BENEFICIAL TO EACH OTHER .

INSTEAD I AM CAUGHT UP AND MY MIND WONT LET ME OUT I'M CAUGHT UP AND I JUST CAN'T GET OUT. OF THE SUPERFICIAL MINDSET OF A LOVE AFFAIR OF I LOVES YOU AND HALF TRUES THIS DUDE TELLS ME ON THE REGULAR . I WILL NOT LIE HE FINE AND ALL THAT, GOT PAPER BUT HIS PAPER CHASE ONLY WANT TO BENEFIT ME IF HE IS GETTING SOMETHING OUT OF THIS GAME CALLED CAUGHT UP AND WANT LET ME OUT

THINKING AND YET KNOWING THAT ALL MY ATTENTION AND MIND IS ALWAYS ON HIS THOUGHT PROCESS AND NOT MINE WHAT IS HE , SHE AND HER OR MANY IS DOING WHEN HE IS NOT WITH ME.

I'M SO CAUGHT UP THAT HIS BREATH IS MY BREATH HE SAY JUMP I SAY HOW HIGH, HE SAY I'M COLD I SAY DO YOU WANT ME TO GO OUT AND TAKE THE WOOL OF THE SHEEP MENDED IT AND BLEND IT TOGETHER WITH MY DYES AND COLORS UNTIL I COME OUT WITH YOUR FAVORITE COLOR WEAVE THE PATTERN TO PERFECTION MAKING SURE EACH CORNER IS SO PERFECT TO THE TINY ASPECT OF WHAT YOUR MIND-THOUGHT OF PERFECTION SHOULD BE. THEN I PULL THE BLANKET OVER YOUR LEGS FANNING YOU WAITING FOR YOU TO GIVE ME THE ATTENTION I KNOW I NEED BUT NO LET ME PLEASE YOU AND GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED FORSAKING MY OWN THOUGHT PROCESS CAN YOU BE MY KING SO I CAN BE YOUR QUEEN BUT YOU ALWAYS PUTTING ME ON HOLD.

LIKE LIFE HAS MINUETS TO WASTE WHILE I SIT AND SIT AND THINK AND THINK WILL YOU BE MY MATE IN THE EYES OF OUR ALMIGHTY FATHER,  GIVING ME THE RING LIKE PUTTING A RING ON IT IS A FAD THAT WE ALL SHOULD FOLLOW NOT KEEPING THE TRUE MEANING AND THE TRUE BLESSINGS AS TO THE MAIN FACT THAT OUR ALMIGHTY GOD ABOVE THROUGH HIS SON JESUS CHRIST IS THE INVENTOR OF  MARRIAGE THAT A MAN WILL LEAVE HIS MOTHER FATHER, BROTHER SISTER AND CLING TO HIS WIFE.

NOWADAYS PEOPLE THINK THAT I GOT A RING HE PUT IT ON IT, HE PUT IT DOWN LOOK AT MY BLING BLING POW WOW LOOK AT ME NOW. MONETIZING THE VALUE ON THE LONGEVITY OF HOW LONG A COURTSHIP OF A ENGAGEMENT SHALL BE. IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING OF VALUE PUTTING A PRE- NUP IN THE FOREFRONT OF THE LINE OF MARRIAGE BEFORE I SIGN ON THE DOTTED LINE BEFORE SAYING I DO TO YOU AND YOU DO TO ME. THEN SIX MONTHS DOWN THE LINE YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND BECAUSE OF THE SIMPLE FACT YOU JUST WANT TO CHANGE YOUR MIND THEN I AM CAUGHT UP IN THIS WORLD WIND OF A CRISIS ROMANTICALLY DECEPTIVE POWERS OF BEING LOCKED UP AND CAUGHT-UP IN THE MINDSET OF TOMFOOLERY . OF EXCUSES THAT I AM NOT READY YET, LET ME GET MY PAPER STACK RIGHT. I WANT TO GIVE YOU THE WORLD. BABY JUST WAIT AND SEE JUST NOT YET YOU WILL SEE, LET ME GET THINGS JUST RIGHT. YOU WILL see

AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON. THE EXCUSES KEEP GOING ON AND ON,
AND WHEN I FINALLY CAN NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE, I GET ON MY KNEES AND ASK MY HEAVENLY FATHER FOR A SIGN SHOULD I STAY OR SHOULD I GO BECAUSE MY MIND IS ALL SHOOK AND SHAKEN OVER A LOVE THAT REFUSE TO LOVE ME RIGHT NOT GIVE ALL MY TIME TO SOMEONE THAT WILL NEVER WALK ME DOWN THE ISLE NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU AND MEAN IT PLEASE GUIDE AND DIRECT ME TO THE RIGHT FRAME OF MIND SO I CAN CLOSE THIS CHAPTER TO THE  MIXED UP AND CAUGHT UP MIND    MAZE OF A GAME OF DECEPTION.

TO BE FREE OF MIND AND USE MY FREE WILL TO MAKE BETTER CHOICE THAT ARE BEST FOR ME IN THE LONG RUN. THAT YOUR HOLY SPIRIT WILL BLESS ME WITH SOMEONE WHO WILL PUT ALL THE TIME AND ENERGY AND LOVE I HAVE TO GIVE TO ANOTHER IN THE OUTLINE THAT YOU HAVE SET FORTH AND I ASK THIS MY HEAVENLY FATHER WITH THE FAITH FOR THE ASSURED THINGS TO COME AND I KNOW YOU WILL ANSWER MY PRAYERS NOT WHEN I WANT IT BUT WHEN YOU THINK I AM READY TO RECEIVE IT LORD I ASK THIS THROUGH YOUR SON CHRIST JESUS  NAME AMEN

NOW MY MIND IS CLEAR AND IT IS NO LONGER CAUGHT UP MY MIND IS FREE AND CLEAR AGAIN TO LOVE ME FIRST AND ONLY THEN I CAN LOVE ANOTHER , AND I WILL NEVER GET SIDE TRACT TO THE POINT OF GOING DOWN THAT DISMAL ROAD THAT ONLY ONE PERSON CAN DISTURB AND MANIPULATE MY MINDSET TO KNOW MY WORTH THAT OTHERS WILL GIVE ME THE TIME AND LOVE THAT I NEED TO PUT A RING ON IT WITH NO TEA NO SHADE AND CHERISH THE WORDS THAT ARE WRITTEN ON THE PAPER WHEN THE ORDAIN MINISTER SAY WILL YOU TAKE ME TO BE YOUR WIFE YOUR LIFE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE, WITH THE ALMIGHTY HEDGE OF PROTECTION ALWAYS PROTECTING US AND OUR UNION AND THE MINDSET TO NEVER BE CAUGHT UP IN A LOVE THAT IS NOT TRUE AND LOSE MYSELF IN THE PROCESS SO I AM NO LONGER CAUGHT UP NOW I AM FREE TO LOVE IN THE WAY GOD INTENDED IT TO BE.

CAUGHT UP BY HELEN BURNETT-DAVIS
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Wednesday, April 23, 2014

THROWING SHADE

A prayer that was answered

AS I PUT MY HANDS TOGETHER, AND I CLOSE MY EYES , AND I SPEAK TO MY HEAVENLY FATHER, I DO THE SAME THING EVERYDAY, IN THE MORNING AND NIGHT, WHEN I JUST CAN'T BARE, AND I NEED TO TALK TO MY FATHER WITH DEEP RESPECT AND ASK HIS HOLY SPIRIT.TO BLESS EVERYONE I LOVE AND FOR THERE SAFETY.

I ALWAYS STOP AND STARE AND MY FRIENDS, AND RELATIVE, AND SEE THE JOY THEY HAVE IN THERE FACE WHEN THEY SPEND TIME WITH THERE BROTHERS AND SISTERS
THEY JOY THEY SEE AND LOVE THEY HAVE FOR ONE ANOTHER WHEN THEY LOOK INTO EACH OTHER EYES AND SAY THIS IS MY BROTHER THIS IS MY SISTER, THIS IS YOUR AUNTIE THIS IS YOUR UNCLE.

I WAS ALWAYS ASKED HELEN DO YOU HAVE ANY BROTHERS AND SISTERS, I WOULD SAY NO, I AM THE ONLY CHILD EVEN THOUGH I WAS RAISED WITH MY TWO COUSINS WHO WERE BROTHERS AND SISTER, IT WAS JUST NOT THE SAME EVEN THOUGH WE ARE FAMILY THEY ALWAYS VIEWED ME AS THE COUSIN.

IN MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS I WOULD ALWAYS ASK THE LORD ABOVE TO BLESS ME WITH A SISTER , A LITTLE SISTER WHOM I CAN LOVE AND ENJOY, LAUGH AND TALK WITH. SHOW GENUINE LOVE TOO, AND VICE VERSE SOMEONE TO TEACH ME THINGS OF WISDOM AND JUST BECAUSE SOME MAY BE THE OLDER SISTER IT IS NOT ALWAYS TRUE THAT JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE OLDER YOU ARE MORE WISER, BECAUSE YOUTH AS WISDOM IN IT AS WELL.

AS TIME PASSED I LIVED MY LIFE AS BEING SINGLE WENT TO SCHOOL AND COLLEGE WORKED SERVED MY HEAVENLY FATHER AS I DO NOW, GOT MARRIED HAD TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS, AND A GREAT HUSBAND OF 18 YEARS BUT IT WAS ALWAYS SOMETHING MISSING IN MY LIFE, AND I NEVER FELT FULL CIRCLE, I PRAYED AND PRAYED, FOR SOMEONE ,LOVE ME AS A REAL TRUE SISTER, NOT A CLOSE FRIEND, OR SOMEONE TO SAY YES THAT IS MY SIS OR SISTER. BUT SOMEONE WHO WILL BE A REAL SISTER TO BE AS IF I WAS ADOPTED INTO THE FAMILY AND THE JUDGE WITH THE ALMIGHTY APPROVAL SIGNED ON THE DOTTED LINE,

SO ONE DAY I GOT UP ONE MORNING AND DECIDE TO GO ON A SITE CALLED YOU-TUBE AND JUST TO SEE IF MY ACCOUNT WAS STILL THERE BEING I PUT ONE FAMILY VIDEO UP BEING NAIVE AS TO WHAT THE TY WAS AND ALL ABOUT. SO MY HUSBAND TOLD ME HELEN WHY DON'T YOU PUT ONE OF YOUR POEMS UP AND SHARE WITH THE MASSES AND SEE HOW IT WILL TURN OUT, AND I SAID YOUR RIGHT SO I LOOKED IN MY JOURNAL, AND DUG DEEP IN MY MINDSET AND STARTED TO PUT MY THOUGHTS AND MY LOVE OF SPOKEN WORD TO SHARE WITH OTHERS ON MY CHANNEL NOW KNOWN AS HELEN POETIC CAFE LOUNGE.

SO AS MY ROUTINE GOES I PRAY FIRST BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP WHEN I WAKE UP FOR MY FAMILY , FRIENDS MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN FAITH, AND FOR LIFE IN GENERAL. AS I PRAY I ALWAYS ASK FOR THE ALMIGHTY HOLY SPIRIT TO PROTECT MY HOUSEHOLD AND ALL WHOM I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT AND FOR THE SAFETY OF MAN, BECAUSE  GOD DID SAY LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF SO THAT IS WHAT I DO

SO THIS ONE DAY I WAS LOOKING THROUGH CHANNELS AND I SAW A VISION OF PURE BEAUTY , SO PRETTY FUNNY, ENTERTAINING , SMART , WITTY INTELLIGENT, KIND, GOD FEARING, LOVING, JUST A GREAT HUMAN BEING IN GENERAL, AND MORE AND MORE I WOULD LOOK AT THIS CHANNEL, AND I SAW HER MOTHER, AND I PRAYED IN MY MIND AND HEART I HAVE SEEN THIS WOMAN BEFORE I DO NOT KNOW WERE OR WHEN BUT I HAVE, AND THIS CONNECTION, STARTED TO COME FROM THIS CHANNEL, AND MORE AND MORE I PUT MY POEMS UP MORE AND MORE I WAS LED TO THIS CHANNEL, AND THEN I STARTED TO TALK TO THIS BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, AND HER MOTHER , AND I TOLD THEM THIS DIVINE PRAYERS THAT I HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR I BELIEVE IN MY HEART I WAS LED TO YOUR CHANNEL, SO TIME HAS PAST AND WENT ON , AND TIME HAS PAST AND WENT,

AND AS I GET ON MY KNEES WELL AS I SIT IN MY BED AND CLOSE MY EYES AND PRAY TO MY HEAVENLY FATHER, AND AS TEARS STREAM DOWN MY FACE, LIKE A WATER FALL OF JOYOUS BLESSINGS CASCADING DOWN MY CHEEKBONES,

AS I BEGAN TO PRAY AS SAY TO MY LORD THANK YOU  FOR SENDING ME MY LITTLE SISTER THAT I ALWAYS DREAMED OF HAVING, THE JOY AND NOT BEING THE ONLY CHILD HAS BEEN FILLED AND ANSWERED IT MAY OF TOOK 41 YEARS TO HAPPEN BUT ITS EVEN BETTER, BECAUSE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR MY SISTER GOD, IT JUST GETS BETTER WITH TIME, LIKE THE SONG SAYS. YOU ARE THE APHA AND THE OMEGA THERE IS NO ONE IN-FRONT OF YOU ARE AFTER YOU . AND YOU BLESSED ME WITH THE SAME ALMIGHTY GOD WITH MY SISTER LORTA BETTS MANY KNOW HER AS LULU, AND I DEEPLY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART JEHOVAH FOR SENDING ME THIS PRECIOUS GIFT OF LOVE, AND I KNOW IN MY HEART I NEVER HAVE TO SECOND GUESS THE LOVE SHE HAS FOR ME, AND I FOR HER,

LULU HAS BECOME A PERMANENT FIXTURE IN THE DAVIS HOUSEHOLD. HER LOVING MY HUSBAND AND DAUGHTERS LIKE THEY HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IN HER LIFE, THERE IS NOT A MOMENT THAT GOES BY THAT MY LOVE WELL EVER WAVER, BECAUSE SHE IS A GIFT THAT YOU HAVE SENT TO ME, AND I WILL FOREVER BE GRATEFUL FOR THE MANY BLESSINGS YOU HAVE BESTOWED ON ME AND MY FAMILY, AND I THANK I ASKED THAT YOU BLESSED MY HOUSEHOLD AND MY SISTERS HOUSEHOLD WITH YOUR HOLY SPIRIT AND I PRAY FOR THE BROTHERS AND SISTERS ALL OVER THE WORLD THAT ARE ENDURING HARD-TIMES THAT YOU PROTECT AND BLESS THEM AS WELL. AND I ASK THIS THROUGH YOUR SON CHRIST JESUS AMEN.

AND AS I SLOWLY OPEN MY EYES AND WIPE THE TEARS FROM MY FACE. I SIT AND MEDITATE ON THE LONGEVITY OF THE LOVE THAT MY LITTLE SISTER LULU HAS BESTOWED TO ME IN THIS TIME I NEEDED HER SO DEEPLY, WITH ME BEING SICK, I ALWAYS WANTED SOMEONE THAT MY DAUGHTERS CAN SAY, I AM GOING TO CALL MY AUNTIE LULU AND SEE WHAT SHE GOT UP FOR THE WEEKEND, WE BOTH ENDURE AND DEAL WITH ILLNESS AND SEVER CHRONIC PAIN, AND ALLOT PEOPLE WHO DO NOT EXPERIENCE THAT WILL NEVER KNOW THE PAIN AND HEARTACHE THAT COMES WITH THAT, AND THE ONLY WAY IT CAN BE CALMED DOWN AND ABLE TO COPE WITH IS BY GODS HOLY SPIRIT BECAUSE HE SAID HE WOULD NEVER LET YOU GO THROUGH ANYTHING YOU CANNOT BARE, AND SINCE MY SISTER WAS BLESSED INTO MY LIFE MY FAMILY AND MY HEART THE DAYS HAVE BECOME EASIER TO COPE WITH. AND DEAL WITH.

AND OUR MOTHER IS THE MOTHER THAT I WAS BLESSED WITH TWO FOLDS BECAUSE MINE IS LONGER HERE AND I KNOW SHE WOULD BE PROUD OF ME TO SEE THAT THE MOTHER THAT I AM BLESSED WITH LOVES ME AS SHE WAS STANDING NEXT TO ME WIPING THE TEARS FROM MY FACE AS I WRITE THESE WORDS TO THIS POEM. I CALL HER MOMMY AS IF THE FIRST DAY I LOOKED INTO HER EYES I KNEW THAT I WOULD BE CALLING HER MY MOMMY AND THE LOVE SHE SHOWS ME, BRINGS GREAT HEARTFELT JOY TO MY LIFE, MY DAY, AND MY HEART.

AS THE DAYS GO ON DAY BY DAYS EVEN THOUGH WE ARE LIVING IN THIS TIME OF THE END, THE LAST DAYS , THE LOVE OF FAMILY IS SOMETHING SO PRECIOUS THAT WE SHOULD ALL HOLD ON TOO, SOME FAMILY'S TREAT EACH OTHER SO SO BAD,.AND IT IS A SHAME, BECAUSE THE LOVE I HAVE NOW I CAN SAY I AM NO-LONGER THE ONLY CHILD SO WHEN YOU ASKED ME HELEN DO YOU HAVE ANY BROTHERS OR SISTERS AND I WILL ANSWER YES, HER NAME IS LULU SHE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON AND SISTER YOU WOULD EVER WANT TO MEET, AND SHE IS A BLESSING TO ME THAT I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, SHE MAY BE YOUNGER THEN ME. BUT LULU IS THE MOST SWEETEST KINDNESS GENEROUS MOTHER, SISTER ,DAUGHTER , YOU WOULD EVER WANT TO MEET AND AUNTIE AS WELL.

AND WHEN SHE TOOK THE LEAD AND AGREEMENT TO BE THE GIRLS MOTHER, AND TREAT THEM THE SAME DEEP HEART FELT LOVE SHE SHOWS ME, I KNEW THEN THAT THEY WOULD BE IN GOOD HANDS, BECAUSE THEY LOVE HER ALREADY. AND I CAN BE IN PEACE KNOWING IF MY ILLNESS TAKES MY BREATH AWAY THAT THEY WOULD FOREVER BE IN GOOD HANDS, AND MY HUSBAND CAN COPE AND DEAL JUST ALITTLE MUCH BETTER KNOWING THE GIRLS HAVE THERE AUNTIE TO TURN TOO.

IN THE BEGIN OF MY POEM I TOLD YOU, IT WAS SOMETHING MISSING NOW THE PUZZLE PEACE IS IN PLACE AND FOREVER  CEMENTED IN THE PICTURE FRAME OF MY LOVE AND DEEP UNITY FOR MY FAMILY BEING GOD FIRST MY HUSBAND AND MY GIRLS AND MY SISTER AND MOMMY AND NEPHEW, TO HAVE AND TO HOLD NOW I AM FULL CIRCLE, I HAVE HER BACK, AND SHE HOLDS ME DOWN., AND I HOLD HERE DOWN WERE SHE IS WEAK, AND ALWAYS KNEW THAT IF I EVER WAS BLESSED WITH A SISTER I WOULD CHERISH HER, AND LOVE HER UNCONDITIONALLY AND IF WE EVER HAD A PROBLEM OR DIFFERENCE IN OPINION THAT, THAT WE WILL COMMUNICATE LIKE SISTERS ARE SUPPOSE TO DO , IN THE WAY THE ALMIGHTY HAS SET OUT THE GUIDLINES FOR US TO FOLLOW IN HIS SON CHRIST JESUS FOOTSTEPS, I TEACH MY DAUGHTER WHEN THEY FIGHT OR GET UPSET WITH ONE ANOTHER NEVER PUTTING THERE HANDS ON EACH OTHER, BUT TO TALK IT OUT BEFORE THEY GO TO BED. BECAUSE GOD SAID NEVER GO TO BED WITH ANGER IN YOUR HEART AND MIND. SETTLE THE MATTER SAY I LOVE YOU AND KEEP IT MOVING,. THAT IS HOW ME AND MY SISTER ARE ACCUSTOMED TO DO, WE MAY NOT ALWAYS AGREE BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WE ALWAYS AGREE TO DISAGREE AND PUT OUR POINTS OUT THERE ALWAYS HAVING MUTUAL LOVE AND RESPECT FOR ONE ANOTHER, AND SPEAKING LOVE AND TRUGH FOR ONE ANOTHER ALWAYS KNOWING EVEN THOUGH IT MAY HURT AND WE DO NOT WANT TO HEAR IT WE LISTEN SHOWING THE UTMOST RESPECT FOR ANOTHER, BECAUSE WE KNOW IN THE LONG RUN THAT IT IS BENEFICIAL TO US BECAUSE THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR ONE ANOTHER WOULD NEVER DIRECT EACH OTHER TO DANGER OR FALL SHORT.

I AM HAPPY , MY DAYS ARE BRIGHTER, BECAUSE I HAVE A LITTLE SISTER NOW , TO LOVE AND CHERISH, AND SPOIL TO THE UTMOST, AS THE YEARS GO BY I KNOW MY DISEASE WILL BE MORE DISABLING TO ME, AND I KNOW THAT WHEN I CAN'T SHE WILL, AND WHEN I CAN SHE WILL MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME AS IF I WAS THE ONE DOING IT FOR MYSELF, THE PAIN I ENDURE IS WERE THE TUMORS FORM ON MY NERVE ENDINGS AND IT BRINGS GREAT PAIN AND ANXIETY TO ME. BUT I KNOW WHEN I FALL SHORT, MY SISTER WILL BE THERE FOR ME. SHE WILL FIND A WAY. TO BE THERE WITH ME AND FOR ME. DOWN TO MY LAST WORDS AND MY DYING BREATH AND I WILL HOLD ON WITH MY HUSBAND AND DAUGHTERS UNTIL MY SISTER ARRIVES, AND THEN I CAN TELL THEM ALL WITH OUR MOMMY AND NEPHEW ALL TOGETHER IN A CIRCLE TELLING EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM HOW MUCH I LOVE AND CHERISH EACH AND EVERYONE , AND AS I LET OUT MY LAST BREATH I KNOW MY FAITH AND LOVE FOR GOD I WILL SEE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM AGAIN.

BUT NOW ITS NOT THE TIME TO TALK ABOUT A BREATHLESS LIFE, ITS TIME TURN TURN UP AND CELEBRATE THE LOVE OF TWO SISTER , I MEAN REAL TRUE LOVE THAT WILL GO DOWN IN THE TRENCHES FOR ONE ANOTHER, ALWAYS COMING FULL CIRCLE KNOWING I GOT HER BACK AND SHE GOT MINE

SO LETS ALL STAND UP AND IF YOU HAVE A SISTER OR BROTHER THAT YOU LOVE SO DEARLY, TELL THEM ALWAYS AND APPRECIATE THEM, SHOW THEM THE LOVE A BROTHER AND SISTER IS SUPPOSE TO HAVE FOR ONE ANOTHER YOU MAY BE MARRIED AND YOU ARE WITH YOUR MATE . EVEN THOUGH IT SAID  A HUSBAND WILL LEAVE MOTHER FATHER, SISTER BROTHER.

THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM TO ALWAYS HAVE MUTUAL RESPECT AND LOVE FOR YOUR BROTHER OR SISTER, BECAUSE QUIET AS ITS KEPT THERE ARE MANY MANY ONLY CHILDREN OUT THERE, THAT PLAY THEMSELVES ASKING THERE FATHER AND MOTHER FOR A BROTHER OR SISTER OR A PLAYMATE, AND WHO YOU GROWNUP ALWAYS PRAYING FOR SOMEONE TO FILL THOSE SHOES, AND ALWAYS BEING USED IT AND MISSED HERE AND THERE, I ALWAYS KEPT MY HEART OPEN NOT LETTING THE PAS EFFECT THE BLESSINGS I HAVE IN-STORE FOR MY FUTURE AND I WILL SING IT LOUD PROUD, AND I LOVE MY SISTER LULU BETTS WITH ALL MY HEART, AND I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MY BLESSINGS TO EXPERIENCE WHAT IT IS LIKE TO HAVE SOMEONE LOVE YOU BACK IN THE WAY YOU LOVE, AS A TRUE SISTER, MY BLOOD SISTER, THAT SHE IS .BECAUSE THE ALL MIGHTY SIGNED ON THE DOTTED LINE AND WE ARE BLESSED TO HAVE EACH OTHER. AND THE CYCLE AND CIRCLE IS NOW COMPLETE. NOW I CAN SAY LOUD AND PROUD HELEN DO YOU HAVE A SISTER YES I DO AND HER NAME IS LORTA BETTS. AND MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED AT A TIME IN MY LIFE WHEN GOD KNEW I WAS READY TO RECEIVE IT, TO HONOR AND RESPECT THE LOVE OF A SISTER THAT I ALWAYS PRAYED FOR, ITS SEEMS LIKE A LIFETIME HAS PASSED AND I HAVE KNOWN HER FOREVER AND MY HEART CONTINUES TO DEEPEN AND MY LOVE GROWS STRONGER. YOUR PRAYERS WILL BE ANSWER I KNOW NOW AND MORE THEN EVER IF YOU HAVE FAITH FOR THE ASSURED THINGS TO COME IT MAY NOT HAPPEN WHEN YOU WANT IT OR WHEN YOU THINK YOU NEED IT TO HAPPEN ONE DAY WHEN I DECIDE TO TURN ON MY COMPUTER AND LOOK AT YOU TUBE. AND THEN AND THERE MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED AT 41 AND SHE MAY BE 33 BUT IF YOU ADD 41 AND 33 TOGETHER THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR EACH OTHER OUT WEIGHS THE NUMBER IT ADDS UP TO

A PRAYER THAT WAS ANSWERED

BY HELEN BURNETT-DAVIS AND I DEDICATE THIS SPOKEN WORD POEM TO MY SISTER LULU  LORTA BETTS HER GOVERNMENT NAME. THESE WORDS OUR SPOKEN FROM MY HEART AND WILL BE FOREVER CEMENTED IN THE MEMBRANE OF LOVE AND LONGEVITY AND LOYALTY AS YOU ARE MY SISTER AND WILL FOREVER BE THE PRAYER I ASKED FOR WHEN I WAS TEN PRAYING FROM THEN AND UNTIL NOW I LOVE YOU SISTER WITH ALL MY HEART.

A PRAYER WAS ANSWERED BY HELEN BURNETT-DAVIS

Monday, April 14, 2014

A BROKEN HEART WAS TAUGHT LOVE AGAIN PART TWO

Helen's poetic cafe lounge A BROKEN COLD HEART PART 1

A broken cold heart part 2 was taught to love again

My heart has stop beating I'm in a stand still, my mind is swirling and turning,
I feel out of control with rage, my heart as turned into this cement wall
that can never be torn down or penetrated its solid rock, the love and joy
that use to flutter in it is gone, and will never resurface,

Now i go around hurting because I was hurt, Playing because I was once played
Love shook and shaken one night stands, never to call again, saying those words knowing i will
never feel or use them again.

my heart is stone cold , my heart is broken, fear to love again is the the motto
I will accept in my heart. I gave my heart so true with unbound less love freely to give
I gave my body , my mind and emotions
we vow to love each other never letting go , never saying by
never saying I hate you, always saying you love me and I love you
but I was betrayed, my heart is scolded it was torched with
lies deceit,secrets, pain, thoughtless deception.

My tears rain down my face, to the point my eyes our all dried out over you
all cried out over you.

my heart is crying dying for love but will i ever receive it in a way that i  use to love before , giving my heart
to you , everything i breath is for you. from the depth of my being i gave you everything I had.
But my heart was played and now I am all cried out over you.

Will I ever be loved again, will I ever love again.

As the days go by my heart seems to skip a beat, the darkness and the shadows are a figment of my mindset
when i first laid eyes on you that beautiful Friday afternoon
You call me over to you, yes it was love at first sight, I was like what is the feeling surfacing inside of me I never felt this tingling feeling in my whole makeup of my self awareness of my whole conception of love is it cable of showing me the real true meaning behind this new love is it worth embarking and taking this journey down this new road of a true love, am i willing to answer this call that now is knocking on the doors of my heart shall i open up my heart and let you in


As I got on my knees the night before, feeling good looking good. feeling right drinking reunite on ice
and I my got on my knees and prayed for the hate, the coldness of a pass of a love that was truly a betrayal of my heart and my being. take the pain away for love to be answered again, my heart lord is getting harder and colder as the days go by.
 please take this love of a untrue out. soften my heart ,molded it back together with your holy spirit and majestic beauty molding my heart into the love and heart felt love as a heart is suppose to on time with every love i have that grows deeper as every breath i take to love you.


PART was taught to love again


So as my eyes became more focus as to whom i was checking out, my heart fluttered with joy every membrane in my body was overflowing with pure desire for the new love i am seeking to opening up my heart with the keys, of  trust, the keys of ,true love, the keys of honesty, the keys unconditional love, the keys to my heart that only you can unlock.

As we look into  each other  eyes the attraction became locked on like a target as if i was a air traffic control guiding you right to my heart to open up and tear down these walls of pass cemented walls of hate ,betrayal selfless selfish love that hurt me to my core, and as you chisel real love true love and mold my heart with the lords backing as over time we got to know each other and you place the ring on my finger symbolising this love is worth fighting for and working for, i know its going to be hard you tell me, but there will be also good times,

we have been through the cries at night asking you why people treat me like this you told me  as you grab my face, telling me let the pass stay in the pass and lets us enjoy  this beautiful love we our building right before our eyes. soon we will be able to embark on this love making journey so you can discover the map on my body to pure ecstasy and i explore yours as our love is covered because the words you said to me when family and friends were present, and the Almighty GOD and his son Jesus Christ watching and the angles smiling with love and joy in there heart because the father who wrote and made love to feel as it does will always be praised and love because the faith he instilled in to us a we build on making this family worth waiting for showing love and unity and peace in our home, as our love grows and grows.

the beautiful blessing of children will arrive and the love the we show will automatically be the center role model in our house hold of love that we shall follow forever and and ever, vow to love you to know end my breath is your breath, when we inhale and exhale it is always on point as to you completing the sentence to the words of the love song as we make love to each other as the tides in the sea the currents stop flowing and the moon stand still and applause for true love, and the beauty in it makes all the elements on the air , flow in perfect rhythm and happiness,

my cold heart is no longer cold it is warm filled with everlasting unity of peace and security and serenity as we sign  on the dotted line to join this class of a true love affair and the classed that showed me how to love again and be whole again, always giving thanks to the lord above for bring to heart felt love back into my heart of love and pain, sunshine and rain. no longer being a choosy lover , but my love is here again for you to love me in ah special way so love me now. sun is now beaming the flowers our blooming and the wind is at a standstill
letting the beautiful fragrance of true unconditional love spread through the air ways of humanity, my broken heart is no longer cold anymore and love was taught to me once again but this time it has arrived  to me and i am never letting the love in my heart seep out, Because when real true love come ah knocking you will know it and its just happens overnight, and you just want to scream and let the whole world know I have true love in my life , my heart,is back at the perfect rhythm my heart and love is back in tact and my mindset is open and free, and that is the reasons why the door was allow to be open again, the motto of this poem is just because you had a bad love in your life its not over , that experience just made you stronger.person.and in turn you are able to receive true love in the way it was intended. Now through the grace of GOD by me forgiving and moving on leaving behind in the forgotten mindset of malice ,strife, revenge, and vowing to never love again, my eyes are wide open and I see so clearly, that my broken heart is mended and now I have love in my life, and in life i learned how to love in the changes of seasons in the  purists of hearts that my mind is free my heart is opened to reciprocate any love that is offered to me that will benefit both parties that entertain the beauty of real true love. My broken cold heart was taught to love again, now i am whole again to love again and what a feeling it to know again what true love is only if you except it, through GOD all things is possible.

A broken cold heart was taught to love again
by Helen Burnett-Davis,
all poems are written by me Helen Burnett-Davis
complete April 6.2014



Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Someone To Love You

someone to love you
what a joy it is  to have someone to love
what a joy to love someone who loves you
Someone to love you what a wonderful feeling to embark on,
A joy to except, what a joy to give, love put a smile on your face when your days are down
the sun is not shining, and your mind and heart is at a stand still,

love is patient and kind, having someone to love you in every aspect of life
father ,mother love
children, parents love
best friend love
family love
love of humanity
and first and foremost love for GOD and his son JESUS CHRIST

when there is someone to love you, and it real true heartfelt love
just when that person say those 4 little words, I love you.
sadness turns to happiness, pain turn to joy. your heart feels so good
and warm inside everything, make that love worth waiting for,
fighting for,going out of your way to show people you love
because we are admonish to so love, have love in our hearts and mind and have
the mindset. to know when a love is real or not, even when at times it may feel like the love is not reciprocated. anything you go through will always be a positive outcome because you know that person deep down knows you love them, and you are willingly to go through the lows of the lows, the trench and the trenches, the heart of it all is that you always come back full circle when deep rooted love is involved
loving someone can make the angels sing, the birds fly in a manner of majestic mastery

having someone to love you, makes love worth living for,it brings family together,
it bring a couple to live in a happy matronly bliss
love gets you through, the hard times,
love gives you someone to love, someone to touch, love gives you someone to hold.
some people think love they once had is over, but you will love again, because man whole makeup is about love.
when you truly love someone and you introduce love in there life again you give them a reason to love again
love makes you swallow your pride, and make you want to love again. feel again be whole again.

the almighty father above is the creator and author of love so to love is a good thing, because the alpha and the omega invented it, and if his son can love unconditionally lets all give it a try
love will truly set you free, bring others in your life that you would never know how love can truly be when you except it without any boundaries or stipulations. love is kind, love helps you to walk by faith and not by sight. love makes you ache in your stomach when you care so deeply for someone all you care about is making sure that person is okay and the well being is intact . love can be such a comfort. love can open doors to ones that were closed before. love brings positive things dreams in your life. love can not be wrong when you use it to love , use it they way it was intended for, you can not go wrong when you love, in all the proper ways love can be ascertained when these 4
 types of love is used in its proper setting.
love is out there to anyone that wants to love , freely openly, show love always show affection when you love in every aspect of life and in its proper setting, husband and wife love, family love friend love
with great love in friendships they can last a years with God's umbrella always present,
having love for your mate, you love them in a romantic way as a women always being the weaker vessel as this mate loves her like he loves himself follow the footsteps Christ as his head, and the respective rolls will always stay intact' now . now agape love to me is one of the most important and that is is the love that brings forth caring regardless of the circumstance.this is christian love because we all should be and live Christ like in our everyday life. we our not perfect but Gods through his son set out guidelines for us to follow and to sum it all up its just with those four letters in that word called love, so yes there is someone to love, it always has been and it starts with oneself and only then you can find someone to love and someone to love you. because rem never use these 4 words if you don't mean it.  because then you would be  on the line teetering towards a thin line between love and hate never use these words if you don't mean them.

someone to love to be continue with teetering towards the thin lines between love and hate never use the words if you don't mean them. part two coming soon stay tuned(and this poem will be about love relationship btwn a man and a women)
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someone to love by Helen Burnett-Davis
all poems on my blog are written and recited by me Helen Burnett- Davis except for the music
 i use in the background of each poem in instrumental form
thank you all who support my blog and my yt channel i give thanks to my husband my kids my sister and my mom and my nephew ,and stepsons, xoxox to all, and my ty friends, thank you step grand kids aunts and uncle on both side just telling you i love you all in GOD and through his loving kindness
have a good safe one, because unforeseen occurrence befall us all and so please be safe and sound in mind and heart , please take heed to this poem