CAUGHT UP

MY MIND IS AT A STAND STILL NOT ABLE TO FOCUS ON THE NEXT TASK AT HAND. LIKE MY TUNNEL VISION IS CONSTANTLY IN A  defective sight in which objects cannot be properly seen if not close to the center of the field of view.

WILL I SURRENDER OR WILL I MOVE FORWARD IN THIS LOVE AFFAIR OF UNCERTAINTY HAVING narrow focus, MY  concentration, AND  fixation, DWELLING ON THIS PERSON  narrow-mindedness, single-mindedness, close-mindedness TO WANT TO MOVE FORWARD TO WORK ON A RELATIONSHIP THAT COULD BE BENEFICIAL TO EACH OTHER .

INSTEAD I AM CAUGHT UP AND MY MIND WONT LET ME OUT I'M CAUGHT UP AND I JUST CAN'T GET OUT. OF THE SUPERFICIAL MINDSET OF A LOVE AFFAIR OF I LOVES YOU AND HALF TRUES THIS DUDE TELLS ME ON THE REGULAR . I WILL NOT LIE HE FINE AND ALL THAT, GOT PAPER BUT HIS PAPER CHASE ONLY WANT TO BENEFIT ME IF HE IS GETTING SOMETHING OUT OF THIS GAME CALLED CAUGHT UP AND WANT LET ME OUT

THINKING AND YET KNOWING THAT ALL MY ATTENTION AND MIND IS ALWAYS ON HIS THOUGHT PROCESS AND NOT MINE WHAT IS HE , SHE AND HER OR MANY IS DOING WHEN HE IS NOT WITH ME.

I'M SO CAUGHT UP THAT HIS BREATH IS MY BREATH HE SAY JUMP I SAY HOW HIGH, HE SAY I'M COLD I SAY DO YOU WANT ME TO GO OUT AND TAKE THE WOOL OF THE SHEEP MENDED IT AND BLEND IT TOGETHER WITH MY DYES AND COLORS UNTIL I COME OUT WITH YOUR FAVORITE COLOR WEAVE THE PATTERN TO PERFECTION MAKING SURE EACH CORNER IS SO PERFECT TO THE TINY ASPECT OF WHAT YOUR MIND-THOUGHT OF PERFECTION SHOULD BE. THEN I PULL THE BLANKET OVER YOUR LEGS FANNING YOU WAITING FOR YOU TO GIVE ME THE ATTENTION I KNOW I NEED BUT NO LET ME PLEASE YOU AND GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED FORSAKING MY OWN THOUGHT PROCESS CAN YOU BE MY KING SO I CAN BE YOUR QUEEN BUT YOU ALWAYS PUTTING ME ON HOLD.

LIKE LIFE HAS MINUETS TO WASTE WHILE I SIT AND SIT AND THINK AND THINK WILL YOU BE MY MATE IN THE EYES OF OUR ALMIGHTY FATHER,  GIVING ME THE RING LIKE PUTTING A RING ON IT IS A FAD THAT WE ALL SHOULD FOLLOW NOT KEEPING THE TRUE MEANING AND THE TRUE BLESSINGS AS TO THE MAIN FACT THAT OUR ALMIGHTY GOD ABOVE THROUGH HIS SON JESUS CHRIST IS THE INVENTOR OF  MARRIAGE THAT A MAN WILL LEAVE HIS MOTHER FATHER, BROTHER SISTER AND CLING TO HIS WIFE.

NOWADAYS PEOPLE THINK THAT I GOT A RING HE PUT IT ON IT, HE PUT IT DOWN LOOK AT MY BLING BLING POW WOW LOOK AT ME NOW. MONETIZING THE VALUE ON THE LONGEVITY OF HOW LONG A COURTSHIP OF A ENGAGEMENT SHALL BE. IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING OF VALUE PUTTING A PRE- NUP IN THE FOREFRONT OF THE LINE OF MARRIAGE BEFORE I SIGN ON THE DOTTED LINE BEFORE SAYING I DO TO YOU AND YOU DO TO ME. THEN SIX MONTHS DOWN THE LINE YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND BECAUSE OF THE SIMPLE FACT YOU JUST WANT TO CHANGE YOUR MIND THEN I AM CAUGHT UP IN THIS WORLD WIND OF A CRISIS ROMANTICALLY DECEPTIVE POWERS OF BEING LOCKED UP AND CAUGHT-UP IN THE MINDSET OF TOMFOOLERY . OF EXCUSES THAT I AM NOT READY YET, LET ME GET MY PAPER STACK RIGHT. I WANT TO GIVE YOU THE WORLD. BABY JUST WAIT AND SEE JUST NOT YET YOU WILL SEE, LET ME GET THINGS JUST RIGHT. YOU WILL see

AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON. THE EXCUSES KEEP GOING ON AND ON,
AND WHEN I FINALLY CAN NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE, I GET ON MY KNEES AND ASK MY HEAVENLY FATHER FOR A SIGN SHOULD I STAY OR SHOULD I GO BECAUSE MY MIND IS ALL SHOOK AND SHAKEN OVER A LOVE THAT REFUSE TO LOVE ME RIGHT NOT GIVE ALL MY TIME TO SOMEONE THAT WILL NEVER WALK ME DOWN THE ISLE NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU AND MEAN IT PLEASE GUIDE AND DIRECT ME TO THE RIGHT FRAME OF MIND SO I CAN CLOSE THIS CHAPTER TO THE  MIXED UP AND CAUGHT UP MIND    MAZE OF A GAME OF DECEPTION.

TO BE FREE OF MIND AND USE MY FREE WILL TO MAKE BETTER CHOICE THAT ARE BEST FOR ME IN THE LONG RUN. THAT YOUR HOLY SPIRIT WILL BLESS ME WITH SOMEONE WHO WILL PUT ALL THE TIME AND ENERGY AND LOVE I HAVE TO GIVE TO ANOTHER IN THE OUTLINE THAT YOU HAVE SET FORTH AND I ASK THIS MY HEAVENLY FATHER WITH THE FAITH FOR THE ASSURED THINGS TO COME AND I KNOW YOU WILL ANSWER MY PRAYERS NOT WHEN I WANT IT BUT WHEN YOU THINK I AM READY TO RECEIVE IT LORD I ASK THIS THROUGH YOUR SON CHRIST JESUS  NAME AMEN

NOW MY MIND IS CLEAR AND IT IS NO LONGER CAUGHT UP MY MIND IS FREE AND CLEAR AGAIN TO LOVE ME FIRST AND ONLY THEN I CAN LOVE ANOTHER , AND I WILL NEVER GET SIDE TRACT TO THE POINT OF GOING DOWN THAT DISMAL ROAD THAT ONLY ONE PERSON CAN DISTURB AND MANIPULATE MY MINDSET TO KNOW MY WORTH THAT OTHERS WILL GIVE ME THE TIME AND LOVE THAT I NEED TO PUT A RING ON IT WITH NO TEA NO SHADE AND CHERISH THE WORDS THAT ARE WRITTEN ON THE PAPER WHEN THE ORDAIN MINISTER SAY WILL YOU TAKE ME TO BE YOUR WIFE YOUR LIFE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE, WITH THE ALMIGHTY HEDGE OF PROTECTION ALWAYS PROTECTING US AND OUR UNION AND THE MINDSET TO NEVER BE CAUGHT UP IN A LOVE THAT IS NOT TRUE AND LOSE MYSELF IN THE PROCESS SO I AM NO LONGER CAUGHT UP NOW I AM FREE TO LOVE IN THE WAY GOD INTENDED IT TO BE.

CAUGHT UP BY HELEN BURNETT-DAVIS
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