A broken cold heart part 2 was taught to love again

My heart has stop beating I'm in a stand still, my mind is swirling and turning,
I feel out of control with rage, my heart as turned into this cement wall
that can never be torn down or penetrated its solid rock, the love and joy
that use to flutter in it is gone, and will never resurface,

Now i go around hurting because I was hurt, Playing because I was once played
Love shook and shaken one night stands, never to call again, saying those words knowing i will
never feel or use them again.

my heart is stone cold , my heart is broken, fear to love again is the the motto
I will accept in my heart. I gave my heart so true with unbound less love freely to give
I gave my body , my mind and emotions
we vow to love each other never letting go , never saying by
never saying I hate you, always saying you love me and I love you
but I was betrayed, my heart is scolded it was torched with
lies deceit,secrets, pain, thoughtless deception.

My tears rain down my face, to the point my eyes our all dried out over you
all cried out over you.

my heart is crying dying for love but will i ever receive it in a way that i  use to love before , giving my heart
to you , everything i breath is for you. from the depth of my being i gave you everything I had.
But my heart was played and now I am all cried out over you.

Will I ever be loved again, will I ever love again.

As the days go by my heart seems to skip a beat, the darkness and the shadows are a figment of my mindset
when i first laid eyes on you that beautiful Friday afternoon
You call me over to you, yes it was love at first sight, I was like what is the feeling surfacing inside of me I never felt this tingling feeling in my whole makeup of my self awareness of my whole conception of love is it cable of showing me the real true meaning behind this new love is it worth embarking and taking this journey down this new road of a true love, am i willing to answer this call that now is knocking on the doors of my heart shall i open up my heart and let you in


As I got on my knees the night before, feeling good looking good. feeling right drinking reunite on ice
and I my got on my knees and prayed for the hate, the coldness of a pass of a love that was truly a betrayal of my heart and my being. take the pain away for love to be answered again, my heart lord is getting harder and colder as the days go by.
 please take this love of a untrue out. soften my heart ,molded it back together with your holy spirit and majestic beauty molding my heart into the love and heart felt love as a heart is suppose to on time with every love i have that grows deeper as every breath i take to love you.


PART was taught to love again


So as my eyes became more focus as to whom i was checking out, my heart fluttered with joy every membrane in my body was overflowing with pure desire for the new love i am seeking to opening up my heart with the keys, of  trust, the keys of ,true love, the keys of honesty, the keys unconditional love, the keys to my heart that only you can unlock.

As we look into  each other  eyes the attraction became locked on like a target as if i was a air traffic control guiding you right to my heart to open up and tear down these walls of pass cemented walls of hate ,betrayal selfless selfish love that hurt me to my core, and as you chisel real love true love and mold my heart with the lords backing as over time we got to know each other and you place the ring on my finger symbolising this love is worth fighting for and working for, i know its going to be hard you tell me, but there will be also good times,

we have been through the cries at night asking you why people treat me like this you told me  as you grab my face, telling me let the pass stay in the pass and lets us enjoy  this beautiful love we our building right before our eyes. soon we will be able to embark on this love making journey so you can discover the map on my body to pure ecstasy and i explore yours as our love is covered because the words you said to me when family and friends were present, and the Almighty GOD and his son Jesus Christ watching and the angles smiling with love and joy in there heart because the father who wrote and made love to feel as it does will always be praised and love because the faith he instilled in to us a we build on making this family worth waiting for showing love and unity and peace in our home, as our love grows and grows.

the beautiful blessing of children will arrive and the love the we show will automatically be the center role model in our house hold of love that we shall follow forever and and ever, vow to love you to know end my breath is your breath, when we inhale and exhale it is always on point as to you completing the sentence to the words of the love song as we make love to each other as the tides in the sea the currents stop flowing and the moon stand still and applause for true love, and the beauty in it makes all the elements on the air , flow in perfect rhythm and happiness,

my cold heart is no longer cold it is warm filled with everlasting unity of peace and security and serenity as we sign  on the dotted line to join this class of a true love affair and the classed that showed me how to love again and be whole again, always giving thanks to the lord above for bring to heart felt love back into my heart of love and pain, sunshine and rain. no longer being a choosy lover , but my love is here again for you to love me in ah special way so love me now. sun is now beaming the flowers our blooming and the wind is at a standstill
letting the beautiful fragrance of true unconditional love spread through the air ways of humanity, my broken heart is no longer cold anymore and love was taught to me once again but this time it has arrived  to me and i am never letting the love in my heart seep out, Because when real true love come ah knocking you will know it and its just happens overnight, and you just want to scream and let the whole world know I have true love in my life , my heart,is back at the perfect rhythm my heart and love is back in tact and my mindset is open and free, and that is the reasons why the door was allow to be open again, the motto of this poem is just because you had a bad love in your life its not over , that experience just made you stronger.person.and in turn you are able to receive true love in the way it was intended. Now through the grace of GOD by me forgiving and moving on leaving behind in the forgotten mindset of malice ,strife, revenge, and vowing to never love again, my eyes are wide open and I see so clearly, that my broken heart is mended and now I have love in my life, and in life i learned how to love in the changes of seasons in the  purists of hearts that my mind is free my heart is opened to reciprocate any love that is offered to me that will benefit both parties that entertain the beauty of real true love. My broken cold heart was taught to love again, now i am whole again to love again and what a feeling it to know again what true love is only if you except it, through GOD all things is possible.

A broken cold heart was taught to love again
by Helen Burnett-Davis,
all poems are written by me Helen Burnett-Davis
complete April 6.2014