Sick N tired of being sick N tired

Alone in my own despair
My mindset And future thoughts over shadow
everything around me.
my heart is in a suspended state of palpation's

 always racing and beating fast
never stopping or slowing down. And my mind is
a merry-go round, of should of would of could of

Never focusing on, taking it one day at a time.
to think and identify the factors in life, and the decisions
I made for myself that effect others around me.

As if I could go back in-time and tell each milestones in my life
to tweak the outcome of certain life stories. that would of played out, 
for the betterment of the life journeys that soon would lay ahead for me.

And those that I met along the way that took those journeys with me,
telling myself then and now how life would unfold.  if I could, I would change 
it in a heart beat.

But the struggles that our put before and upon us sometime makes you so sick with life 
you get so sick n tired of being sick n tired of the emotional whirlwind of problematic
chaotic crisis   that surrounds you.

But the storm will pass the sickness will dissipate Because remember our almighty GOD will never
let us go through anything we can't bare without a way out. Because a clear outlook on life will 
truly set you free the truth will set you free and clear were you can have a testimonial shout!!!!! 

yes I was sick n tired of being sick n tired but I have been set free, my mindset is no longer 
clouded I have put on that new personality to love myself., and the sickness of a state of mind
is now worried free because you have to live each day for that day, and let the next worries of that day be just that the next days worries . so have faith for the assured thing to come knowing that if you can't bare it you would never be allowed to go through it.

SICK N TIRED OF BEING SICK N TIRED
BY HELEN DAVIS 11/15/2015
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