Tuesday, July 1, 2014

MY LOVE STAINED HEART

IS my loved stain heart like my loved stained pillow case as the tears drenched my pillow. Monday without HERO OR any hope of a rainbow to shine on behalf of me to bring that light of of love back into my life. MY GLOOMY MONDAY, THINKING ABOUT, THE WHAT OF, COULD OF, THE HAVES AND HAVE NOT'S, SHOULD I HAVE SAID THIS, SHOULD I HAVE DONE IT HIS WAY, MY HEART IS FILLED WITH THE  BLUES WANTING TO REACH DEEP DOWN INSIDE AND PAINT IT THE COLOR OF LOVE PURE RED, THE HEART WITH THE ARROW POINTING THROUGH.

AS I REFLECT ON THE DAYS TO COME, WILL MY HEART KEEP HURTING, WILL THIS PAIN GO AWAY, IT FEELS LIKE MY STOMACH IS TURNING SUMMER SALTS, ON MY MEMBRANE MY BRAIN, LIKE A LOVE LOSS OF DEMISE RUNNING THROUGH DEBO LIKE MY THOUGHTS AND TRAIN OF THOUGHT, STOPPED ON THE TRACKS OF A LOVE; OF A CATACLYSMIC DESTRUCTION LIKE THE TRACKS WILL NOT LET THE TRAIN STAY ON. SO MUCH COUNTERBALANCE  JUMPING OFF AND ON , THE TRACKS OF TOMFOOLERY KNOWING THAT NOTHING GOOD AND POSITIVE WILL COME OUT OF THE SITUATIONS IF I RUN BACK GO BACK PUT MY EVERYTHING OFF BALANCE I MAY BE HAPPY FOR AWHILE THEN THE SAME PROBLEMS SEEM TO RESURFACE LIKE A CIRCLE CONSTANTLY TURNING AND SPINNING








THE KIND OF LOVE THAT CAN NEVER BE RECONSTRUCTED, THE PAIN IS SO BAD, MY HEART IS ACHING CRYING FOR SOME TYPE OF NEW NORMAL TO BE SANE AND WHOLE AGAIN, BECAUSE WHEN YOU LOVE HARD AND SO GOOD, MOST PEOPLE CAN NOT HANDLE A LOVE SO GOOD, SO SWEET DO DIVINE ,, WILLING TO LOVE UNCONDITIONAL ASKING NOTHING IN RETURN OF MONETARY VALUE BUT THE LOVE THAT IS SO PURE AND PRICELESS THAT GEICO WOULD NOT EVEN ASK FOR A DOWN PAYMENT ON A LOVE SO BOMB AND SO MINDFUL OF TRUE LOVE COULD BE LIKE AND WHAT LOVE CAN REALLY FEEL LIKE. BUT WHEN ITS ONLY ONE-SIDE. WHAT CAN YOU DO. DO I JUST MAKEUP THE BED THAT I LAID IN. OR LAY IN THE BED I MADE?

MY LOVE STAINED HEART THE PAIN OF HAVING YOUR HEART BROKEN, LIKE GOING THROUGH A LOVE REHAB TO GET OVER THIS TYPE OF STAINED HEART THAT CAN NEVER BE GROOMED AND MAINTAINED BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER REAL IN THE FIRST PLACE THE REALITY OF IT ALL,, IS THAT WHEN YOU CONSUME A LOVE THAT IS SO GOOD AND SO FOR-FILLING, AND EVERY PART OF YOUR BODY WAS SUSTAINED WITH PURE PLEASURE, RELIEVING THE ANXIETY IF THE WORRIES OF THE DAY AWAY, BUT THAT WAS A FALSE HOPE OF LOVE NOT PURE BUT BOGUS LOVE.AND INTENTIONS

BUT WHAT ROLE WAS IT FOR-FILLING A ONE SIDED HEARTLESS COLD LESS PLETHORA OF LOVELESS NOTHINGNESS A STONE COLD STAINED HEART. BECAUSE QUIET AS ITS KEPT THE PERSON PLAYING THE VICTIM AND PLAYING WITH THE TRUE LOVE AND EMOTIONS KNOW THAT PERSON TRULY LOVES AND CARES FOR THEM , BUT BECAUSE THEY HURT IN THE CHILDHOOD UP TO ADULT HOOD, AND THEY WERE NEVER SHOWN HOW TO LOVE LET ALONE LOVING SOMEONE UNCONDITIONALLY SO THEY PUT ON THIS TOUGH ROLE GUY OR GIRL THIS POEM IN NOT MEANT TO DISCRIMINATE THIS IS TO ALL THE LOVERS IN THE HOUSE TONIGHT THAT CAME TO GO ON THIS LOVE FEST
 TRYING TO REASON AND TO COUNTER BALANCE LOVE THAT IS ALWAYS CHOPPY LIKE BEING IN A AIRPLANE WITH BAD TURBULENCE THAT YOU KNOW WILL ALWAYS BE UNEVEN








To act as a counteracting force, influence, or weight to; counterpoise. 
2. To oppose with an equal force; offset. A LOVE THAT YOU KNOW THAT IS NOT GOOD FOR YOU , BUT LIKE EATING THAT LAST PIECE OF CANDY, AND YOU WANT TO SAFE IT SO YOU CAN MAKE IT LAST LONGER JUST LETTING IT MARINATE IN YOUR MOUTH SO THE TASTE CAN LAST LONGER, BUT IN THE LONG RUN WE KNOW THAT IT WILL LEAVE A BAD TASTE IN OUR MOUTHS, BECAUSE THE LOVED STAINED HEART, HAS MANY ASPECTS TO IT SO  UNIQUELY BEAUTIFULLY MADE, AND I KNOW THE ALMIGHTY GOD MADE THE HEART TO PUMP WITH LOVE AND LONGEVITY NOT TO HAVE STRESS AND STRIFE AND WORRY ALL THE TIME, THAT ONLY KILLS YOU AND TAKE TIME OFF YOUR LIFE SPAN AND THE TIME TOOK WORRY ABOUT A LOVE THAT STAINED YOUR HEART, TIME HAS PASSED YOU BY AND YOUR SEE YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS GETTING MARRIED, BEARING CHILDREN, LIKE THE ENDS TIMES SAYS IN THE END PEOPLE WILL BE MARRYING GETTING MARRIED BARING CHILDREN NOT EVEN KEEPING WATCH ON THE TIMES AT HAND.







SO ALL OF YOU LOVERS IN THE HOUSE TONIGHT, LET THE STAINED HEART, GO AND WISH WHO EVER THEY ARE WELL, AND THE THREE WORDS THAT WAS MEANT FOR YOU I LOVE YOU , AND THE RIGHT ONE WILL BE SENT TO YOU FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE, LIKE THE SONG THESE THREE WORDS SWEET AND SIMPLE , THESE THREE WORDS SHORT AND KIND.  AND THEY ARE MEANT FOR YOU ONLY IF YOU TAKE HEED AND BE PATIENT, AND LET THE LORD FIND YOU A TRUE LOVE, AND NOT BE PLEASURE SEEKER,S BUT TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW YOURSELF WHAT YOU LIKE IN LIFE WHAT YOU DON'T LIKE IN LIFE OR YOUR NEXT RELATIONSHIP WHAT, YOU WILL ACCEPT AND WHAT YOU WILL NOT ACCEPT, JUST THAT PLAIN AND SIMPLE YES IT MAY BE HARDER SAID THEN DONE, BUT WHEN YOU FOLLOW SUITE AND PRAY ABOUT I MEAN PRAY ABOUT IT FOR THE ALMIGHTY GOD TO HEAL YOUR HEART OF PAIN,AND WINDEX YOUR HEART FOR CLEAN PURE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO SETTLE IN AND BE A PERMANENT FIXTURE TO YOUR LIFE , YOUR LOVE,TO BE FREE AND CLEAR NOT HOLDING ON TO BAGGAGE FROM THE LAST RELATIONSHIP BRINGING IT OVER TO THE KNEW ON







MY LOVE STAINED HEART, LET IT BE KNOWN AND MAKE IT KNOW THAT YOU WANT YOUR HEART AND LOVE TO BE A PRETTY STAINED GLASS WINDOW A GLASS THAT HAS BEEN COLORED IN MANY VARIOUS WAYS NO FLAWS JUST , DISPLAYING TRUE LOVE AND BEAUTY FOR ALL THE WORLD TO SEE, AND LOOK UP TOO. SEEING HOW A HEART THAT WAS SO ICE COLD AND THE LOVED STAINED HEART THEY HAD IS NO MORE, AND THE SUN IS SHINING AGAIN THE BIRDS ARE SING SONGS OF LOVE, GIVING HOMAGE TO THE CREATOR ABOVE WHO MADE ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL THINGS POSSIBLE TO WAKE UP TO ANOTHER DAY, AND BREATH AND TAKE IN WHAT A LOVE CAN TRULY BE LIKE., AS YOU GREET YOUR MATE IN YOUR WHITE GOWN SAYING YES AND YES IS RECIPROCATED AND THE LOVE STAINED HEART IS NOW MENDED AND BLENDED IN THE RIGHT ORDER SO PURE AND SO MAJESTIC AND SUCH A SITE TO SEE WHEN WE LOVE AND GIVE LOVE IN THE RIGHT PROSPECTIVE. MY LOVE STAINED HEART WILL ALWAYS E GOOD AND STAY IN THE LANE OF THE RESPECTIVE ROLLS.AND THE STONED COLD HOUSE OF LIES IS NO MORE, BECAUSE CLARITY HAS ARRIVED TO SEE THAT THE STONE COLD HEART IS MENDED AND WHOLE AGAIN WITH NO SURFACE FLAWS ARE CRACKS TO INVADE IT ANY-LONGER WITH GODS HEDGE OF PROTECTION COVERING ALL AREA,WITH A RAINBOW OF LOVE SHINING BRIGHTLY AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL


MY LOVE STAINED HEART BY HELEN.BURNETT - DAVIS
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careless whisper of two loves

I vicariously live through your careless whisper

as if i am   in a sense  a substitute who's getting something secondhand.

a love i thought was so profound, a love that made my soul sing

as the humming  bird tweets the song of magical love to her heavenly wing counterpart.

as if to let world know they survived the night and are alive because this very

intelligent and intuitive beautiful creature can see in a range we are incapable of seeing


As if i could prepare my heart in advance for the future heartache to share your love with me and she and he
what we going to do baby,


the confusion in my heart, the constricted,flustered, baffled feelings of being trapped in a love that was doomed from the beginning, because all along I was the careless whisper to your other love.


As you hold her in your arms with great intensity filling her up with that same exuberant love you give to me
as I am her and she is me as our pillow talk reveals the same wind-song that stays on my mind as the words you speak to her resembles disillusioned controlled provoked act of deception. your deceptive powers


created this weave or tapestry of events so  intricate and so  complex combination of betrayal  started a 

sequence of events. that eventually  became your symbolic demise of shame, and disconcert of you feeling


worried confused and surprise that the beautiful love you thought you knew and had control over, two secret 

loves you had in plain view, but let the truth be told the careless whisper of your other love that was 


beautiful to the eye and captivated you in a 360 view really was a gentlemen in his former life of disguise playing 

the dangerous game to


 do the same



  to-undermine you, in the selfish game of careless love so the morale of this story be truthful upfront and 

genuine 

to one love and true to oneself because you never


know you might be the careless whispers of another love because quiet as its kept cheating is cheating no 

matter what gender because deception comes in every fabric and every design


careless whispers of two loves

by Helen Burnett-Davis

owns all rights to my poems


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Saturday, June 28, 2014

THE LOVE OF LIFE

The life you live is a turning  point for how the rest of your life should play out.  Know matter what you do in life, what you've done in life there's consequences for how your actions will affect the world , society and yourself.

As free moral agents we have the choice to do right from wrong, to live our life in away that would be   pleasing to yourself .family, and  our heavenly father above. But than you get yourself in a situation were drama will take a toll  on your mind-frame, where  you get so caught up that there no turning back, and we all know it take 5min to get in trouble and a lifetime getting out of it.

There will be a time in everyone's life and the  question is should I accept  this drama in my life? or turn my back and have more favorable choices I can make  in my life.







BY HELEN BURNETT-DAVIS
ALL POEMS ARE WRITTEN AND RECITED BY ME
ALL POEMS ARE MY OWN ORIGINAL WORK
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can't be friends

my mind is in a mind maze spiraling out of control,
that I can't love you know more the way I use to
and you can't love me the way you use too

the mind and sex games was a three dimensional bomb fest
of pure fireworks of the bomb.com love affair
of what could of been, in my minds eye

 as I look at you from across the room
and our eyes meet at that same point in time
as my eyes fill with a mist of tears

as you hold your wife hand of many years
as you spin her around, with such love and compassion as to symbolize
the love and foundation of the circular never ending foundation of your ring of
of unwavering matrimonial love

always wishing and hoping you would love me that way
all the illusions in my mind of events that should of took place
was yet again only mine, adventures of what it would be like if i was more then a friend
your lover your wife

for now I sit all alone in my solitary fortress of never being able to accept only being your friend
as i put a smile on my face wanting to tell you how much i love you
as I concede in silence as a bid you your space

As you celebrate your love with my dignity in place

can't be friends

by Helen Burnett-Davis
all poems written and recited are my
own personal work, and i own all rights
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Tuesday, June 24, 2014

undeniable love

i undeniable love you
can you count the waves
can you feel my feelings pulsating
my mind peculating for your love

can you see me as i see you
strong,fly and oh so swag
can i get a witness

don't deny your love
i know its real, i can see it in your eyes
they way you look at me you make fell uniquely beautiful
as the clouds open up to let the sun beam and
shine through

our love is
Difficult or impossible to deny; irrefutable
as we dine and feast on the majestic power of love
on a grand scale.
exploring one another as currents to the sea

our undeniable love is  unquestioned as to quality or merit; indisputably good:love is like
the longivity of this love is spectacular even when it rains and it pours our love always has a way to come back full circle

can i get a witness
longevity is the key to our love
the the almighty ordain 
for us to love and honor and respect
the cultivation of the creation and the practice
of real love,

this is real love not like mary j blige
i'm searching for a real love
like the saying goes what GOD has put together
let no man separate

because this type of undeniable love is priceless
no monetary  value can be place on it
it  incapable of being questioned;

our love is pat·ent

invented by the almighty GOD but this love wiil be forever be An invention protected by such a grant.
as we sign on the dotted line as i accept you last name to be forever yours
as the legacy of undeniable love continues because its oh so rare.

the manfestation of this love is
 readily perceived by the eye or the understanding; evident:to
all present to experience this type of love. you will know when it arrives
because it will be self evident.

undeniable love by Helen Burnett-Davis